'Yeah, that didn't suck. That was good': Fallout: New Vegas lead writer says the Survivalist's journal in Honest Hearts is 'one of my favorite bits of content that I've written in a game'

Burned Man Joshua Graham in Fallout: New Vegas covered in bandages and wearing flak jacket, checking .45 Auto pistol.
(Image credit: Obsidian Entertainment)

One of the most beloved NPCs in Fallout's history is a pile of bones in the sand. The story of the Survivalist, Randall Clark, is not the biggest nor the flashiest told in the Fallout series, but it's remembered as one of the most moving and tragic. It maybe also doesn't hurt that getting to know this guy post-mortem can get you kitted out with his sick armor and custom rifle⁠—Bethesda even made a limited run of statues of the character.

Scattered throughout New Vegas' Honest Hearts expansion, Clark's journals are an autobiographical account of the bombs falling and his experiences (and eventual death) in the world that followed. It includes the loss of his family, his adventures as a solo survivalist, and run-ins with various others, like a group of children that he becomes caretaker for in his old age, unwittingly laying the groundwork for a new tribal culture you meet in the present day, the Sorrows.

"I remember⁠—it's like you discover this as you're writing it⁠—but the moment there's this elderly couple that saw the explosion, and so they're blinded, and he shoots them through the head simultaneously," Gonzalez recalled.

"It's a very calculated act. It's a practical act, but he actually does it in a way that is intended to not have anyone experience shock or horror or loss, so that they die simultaneously, which also, in some way, echoes the loss that he's had⁠," said Gonzalez. "He's trying to spare a couple the loss that he's experiencing, knowing that his family has just been killed. God, you're going to get me emotional if I talk about it."

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Justin first became enamored with PC gaming when World of Warcraft and Neverwinter Nights 2 rewired his brain as a wide-eyed kid. As time has passed, he's amassed a hefty backlog of retro shooters, CRPGs, and janky '90s esoterica. Whether he's extolling the virtues of Shenmue or troubleshooting some fiddly old MMO, it's hard to get his mind off games with more ambition than scruples. When he's not at his keyboard, he's probably birdwatching or daydreaming about a glorious comeback for real-time with pause combat. Any day now...

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