Goodness gracious... Uhh ok guys, I'm in Asia right now. So what has kinda happened over the last few months was me being in a play, which took away a month, then going on a trip with my grade, finals, and graduating from Junior High. Immediately the day after graduation, I had an all day meeting for student council, and I left to Asia that same night. I have just had the chance to read everyone that has been going up, and here's what I kinda think...
So etnica has basically said what I haven't because I don't want to offend anyone. For these past few months, we both have shared the same thoughts on how the server was working. About the petition to get me out, here's what it looks like. So just because I am friendly to PCG staff and can get them to help us (the server), while Pilot just wants them for their position, a petition gets started to kick me out. Doesn't that just seem like jealously? I know I have some errors in the past, but am I the only one who screws up? I'm human. I've seen others screw up just as well, and as etnica said, they don't get punished but I do. And yet when I keep talking to the mods, they act as if everything is ok and I'm doing fine, while they are plotting in private to kick me out.
I have a life guys. Just because I'm not on for some time doesn't mean I don't care for you guys. Real life is more important than video games. Also, why can some people like Jexx just disappear whenever they want to, and come back without any harm, or even some benefits? Jexx disappeared for a long time, and he came back as an admin, remember?
I feel like whatever little mistakes I make being a moderator is being shoved back at me a lot stronger than the mistake really was.
Also, one reason for my inactivity was because whenever I logged in, I was always interrogated by mods and admins for why I was gone, and that's never fun. Also, whatever ideas I had were shot down, like whatever ideas I had didn't matter anymore.
The server is also going down from admin/mod team, from what I have been observing and what people have been telling me. It's not the builders who are doing wrong, it's some of the mods and admins. I'm not saying all the mods and admins are corrupt, because that is certainly not the case. It just seems like ever since Pilot has come back on as admin, the server has been under a dictatorship, and there's nothing we can do about it. We call ourselves the PC Gamer server, and yet we have no connections to them anymore. These forums aren't even used much anymore.
I've also been told that there was a new rule put in place by Pilot, stating that builders have no say in decisions and stuff by the mod/admin team, which I think is totally absurd. I've seen some of the builders on the server, and they have A LOT of potential. They can help us more than you think. Look at my case. When I first joined, I was just a lowly builder, but etnica helped build me up, and I just kept moving up until I'm here.
Etnica also said that he felt hostile, and I feel that also. Because of the dictatorship, it seems you have to be best friends with Pilot in order to get something you want.
Also when Jexx questioned me about the moderation issue, it was like he was trying to force me out of the position. He kept asking me what plans I had for the server, as if I had to list them all out to stay in the position. After I listed a few of them, he just told me I could do that stuff as a builder, and I should think about resigning. I don't know what's up with that, but that is totally inappropriate.
I don't know why all of this is happening to this server, which once was great. I don't just want to quit and let it go on like this, because PCGMCUS is my home server, and I'm not just going to desert it.
I don't know what's gonna happen next, but things just can't keep going on like this.